Finding Flow in Writing
by Tracy Steen, Ph.D.
Have you ever heard someone
talk about being "in flow"?
It is similar to being "in the zone"
(the mental state, not the diet!). Psychologist
Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi (pronounced "chik
SENT me high") was the first to describe
flow as a state of being. It occurs when
we are completely absorbed in a challenging
task that is just slightly beneath our
skill level. We are challenged but not
to the point of frustration.
When people are asked to name an instance when they experience flow, a common answer is "when I am writing." Many of you have already experienced writing as a flow experience. Have you ever been so caught up in writing a friend an e-mail that you did not notice time passing? Perhaps an intended "five minute e-mail break" stretched into a 45 minute e-mail break because you were so absorbed in what you were writing. You were in flow.
You may even have experienced
a flow state while working on your dissertation.
If you have not, I will tell you why it
is worthwhile to transform writing into
a flow-producing activity and what you
can do to make yourself more likely to
obtain this desirable state.
1. What is Flow?
First, let me describe
flow in more detail. As I mentioned above,
time seems to slow or stop when you are
in flow. Hours pass by like minutes. Think
of a time when you were so absorbed in
conversation that you were shocked to
find how much time had elapsed since the
conversation began. You were likely in
flow.
Another characteristic
of flow is the tendency to be unaware
of little other than the task at hand--You
don't pay attention to background noises,
and you tend to have few thoughts unrelated
to what you are doing.
2. Why is Flow Worth Pursuing?
Why would we want to be in flow? Does it make us feel happy? Interestingly, Csikszentmihalyi suggests that we do not experience happiness or any other emotions or inner state) while in a flow state. Even chronic pain can be ignored while in flow. This makes sense when you consider that flow is characterized by total absorption in the task at hand. To experience happiness or pain or any other internal state, ee would need to divert our attention from the flow activity. It is only after we have stopped the activity that we can look back on the experience with satisfaction, interest, awe, or happiness.
Consider those times
when you were able to overcome procrastination
and anxiety and just WRITE for a page
or two. It feels good, doesn't it?
3. The Lure of Doing Nothing
About halfway through
my dissertation process, I found myself
yearning to do absolutely nothing. I wanted
nothing more than a completely unscheduled,
unobligated, and ultimately unproductive
day in which I could just watch TV, read
a trashy book, or even stare at the wall.
Knowing what I do now
about motivation, I most certainly would
have given myself permission to take a
day or two off every now and then to do
absolutely nothing.
Passive leisure activities
feel wonderful...in the right dosage.
However, as you probably know from experience,
too much television or internet surfing
or video game playing can leave you feeling
restless or depressed. Indeed, studies
by Csikszentmihalyi and other positive
psychology researchers indicate that the
happiest people are those who spend most
of their time in challenging, flow-producing
activities (and only some of their time watching
talk shows or reading TV guide).
4. Twin Enemies of Flow: Anxiety and Impatience
So why haven't you experienced flow more often when writing? I see two primary obstacles to transforming the dissertation experience into a flow playground: anxiety and impatience.
We know that flow occurs when our skills are just slightly greater than what the task demands. Believe it or not, all of us who have progressed this far in our doctoral programs have sufficient skills to complete a dissertation. (Just accept it. You are not an academic imposter waiting to be discovered at any moment; you did not just slide through the cracks, etc.) It is up to you to take ownership of the process and see to it that you are challenged without being overwhelmed.
Anxiety occurs when we
doubt our abilities or when we allow stress
related to committee members, roommates,
spouses, and anyone or anything else)
to leave us frazzled and unable to focus.
Do whatever you can to
leave your anxiety behind when you sit
down to write. Anxiety is a flow killer!
The second obstacle to flow concerns our attention. According to Csikszentmihalyi, we cannot expect to turn on a switch and be in flow. It takes some time to get into what we are doing. Csikszentmihalyi calls this "activation energy" and it takes effort and attention. If you give in to the temptation to check e-mail every five minutes while writing, you cannot expect to find flow in your work.
What if you find the
work so tedious and boring that you cannot
possibly write for more than a few minutes
before getting a snack, making a phone
call, doing some "research"
on the internet, playing a quick game of computer solitaire, or rechecking
your e-mail? Csikszentmihalyi made the
observation that things cannot become
interesting unless we pay attention to
them. (This falls into the "It's-so-obvious-why-didn't-I-say-it-first-category.")
By focusing, really focusing, on the particular
story we are trying to tell or mechanism
we are trying to explain or point we are
trying to argue, we seize control of our
experience and make flow (and a better
quality of life) possible.
Summary
What follows is a summary
of what you can do to transform your dissertation
into a flow activity.
a. For flow to occur,
the task must be just within your abilities.
So whatever part of your dissertation
you are working on, find your challenge.
b. Flow occurs when you are engaged, not anxious. Do what you can to reduce your anxiety before sitting down to write. Go for a run, listen to relaxing music, put your worries on paper and then analyze them with a critical eye. Do whatever works best for you. Several past issues of the "ABD Survival Guide" offer excellent suggestions for dealing with anxiety (http://www.ecoach.com/).
c. You need to allow
some time to get into what you are doing
for flow to occur. Of course it is smart
to rest and take breaks while writing.
Just don't take them at five minute intervals.
d. Flow happens when
you are completely engaged in the task
at hand. Don't distract yourself by thinking
about whether or not you are in flow.
Just write!
Additional Readings About Flow
If you are interested
in reading more about flow, I recommend
the following books by Csikszentmihalyi:
Flow: The Psychology of Optimal Experience
and Finding Flow: The Psychology of Engagement
With Everyday Life.
About Tracy Steen, Ph.D.
Tracy Steen, Ph.D., is a psychologist
and life coach in Philadelphia, PA. Her
passion is helping students
and professionals meet their writing goals.
In addition to offering individual coaching
via telephone, Dr. Steen leads workshops
(via telephone) about the writing process.
Her colleague, Dr. Carol Kauffman, joins
her in leading these workshops. Both Dr.
Steen and Dr. Kauffman have successfully
made the transition from dissertation-
challenged graduate students to published
authors.